Recovery is a Commitment to Awareness
3 min readDec 8, 2020
To understand my commitment to awareness I have to start with all the time spent avoiding feeling. Like someone who’d grown up in a dark room not knowing what colors are, that’s how I was about my own feelings. Cut off from the neck down. Understanding feelings in theory, but never fully allowing myself to feel them.
This blindness began long before my addiction took hold, it goes back to my early…